Nung una kitang makita parang "wala lang." Hindi naman sa hindi ka cute ngunit sadya lang na wala akong pakialam sa ibang tao lalo na sa mga lalaki. May sarili akong mundo minsan, totoo. Nung nagbabasketball ka, wala lang. Nung nakita kita sa Barangay niyo, wala lang. Nung nakita kita sa Bee Farm, wala lang. Nung nakita kita sa church, wala lang. Nung nakausap kita one night (alas tres ng madaling araw), grabe lang. Yun yung gabi na pinilit mo akong umuwi at magkausap tayo sa telepono hanggang sa makauwi ako. Hindi ko na maalala kung ano ang pina-usapan natin pero ang alam ko lasing ka noon at antok na antok na ako. Break. Hindi na ulit tayo nag-usap after that, parang WALA LANG. Ano bang nagyari? Dumating tayo sa panahon na gabi-gabi, magkausap. Maya't-maya, magkausap. 1 oras, 2 oras, at ang pinakamalupit 3 oras. Sabi mo hindi ka natagal ng ganun, perstaym mo hindi ma-bored makipagusap gamit ang telepono ng ganun katagal. YUNG TOTOO, ako din. Sa panahon na may boyfriend ako masaya na ako sa 10 minutes phone call pero pagdating sayo parang kulang ang isang oras, bitin ang dalawang oras at pwede na ang tatlong oras. Yung oras na napadaan ka sa office  namin, grabe lang. Yung moment na pinalabas mo ako ng bahay dahil dadaan ka na, grabe lang. Yung moment na dadaan ako sa inyo tapos pinapakaway mo ako, grabe lang. Grabe lang, cute ka para sa akin. Natatawa ako kapag kausap kita. Natutuwa ako sayo. Kinikilig ako.  

Inlove nga yata ako.

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nagmamadali ako ee. :">

"Ano ang maganda at matamis na pwedeng tawagan ng magnobyo at nobya?"

Bhie, honey, lalabs, chubs,habibi, yatz, mushy, dear, love, babyboo, bebe, mhie/dhie, bhebz, whtvr! Wala akong alam na mas tatamis pa sa tawag na "chingching" dahil ang pag-ibig ko ay tabachingching. Cute naman, hindi ba? Sa ngayon hindi ko alam kung bakit "mahal ko" ang tawagan namin...siguro dahil mahal ko siya. Ay, ang landi ko. ANO BA! ANO BA ITO!

What would be the purpose of my blog if I don't say what I feel?

OKAY. There's absolutely nothing to do. Cccchyeah, weird because before I logged on to Posterous...I actually had a lot of things to write about and when I sat down in front of this PC, POOOF! All ideas went down the drain and I guess it must be the effin bed weather that totally damaged my brain. Add the fact that my BB died and I'm not sure if I need to bring her to the nearest hospital. I also miss my better half. Enough. I mus admit that despite my cynical nature, I do get Mushy very once in a while. Especially after seeing P'Shone and P'Nam (that's Mario Maurer and Pimchanok Lerwisetpibol of Crazy Little Thing Called Love) on Facebook. I just wanna cry and say, "When would I ever have that?'' HAHAHAHAHA.

So lastnight I uploaded a photo on Facebook and my friend won't stop commenting on it. I also turned out to be the real monster I was way back highschool and so the thread/comments goes on. It all started with this line by my friend slash teammate "wow galing! buti p ang bancod basketball team!sikreto nila 4 sure is practice, teamwork & dedication... d gaya ng team natin n magkkita n lng sa court kpag my game, d p nkkumpleto.. wahaha.. ung iba pa "U" lng ang habol .. d n nagpakita.....batu-bato sa langit....." OMG! I didn't expect that someone will react and I wanna say "WHOEVER IS HIT BY THIS TRUTH, SHOULD NOT BE ANGERED!" Funny 'cos she deleted some of her comments. Kthanksbye.

No spoilers, I swear.

Not meaning to spam today, but I forgot to share. I (with my friends) watched the game last night, Bancod vs. Alulod at the plaza.  I'm with Ethang, Ate Julie, Jaecel and Veronica. Before the game starts, we were asking and throwing questions to each other "Where we are going to sit?" 'cos the gym is kinda big. So we chose to sit on the right side of the gym but unfortunately there are so many red ants biting our feets so we have to transfer. Sadly but somehow awe-inspiring, the bench of Bancod team was filled to capacity so we have no choice but to sit at the opponent's team bench. We were sitting at the second row, and we're only five but three-to-five people can still sit beside us. I guess three minutes later, two elderly (not that much) sit beside us. It's fine. The game started so well and Bancod was performing well but the first half closed with Alulod up 34-28. It also happened that two of my friends leave their seats just to buy foods and these two girlass occupied it while shouting and shouting and dancing like there's no tomorrow. Imagine, she was shouting at my friends' ear. She's shouting 'wu-wu-wu-wu-wu-wu-wu' like a bystander who hang around by the streets taking shots of alcoholic drinks and prejudged as war freaks. We just remain quiet but somehow it's really annoying. They occupied the two seats so my friend moved little by little everytime the old lady dance and jump near death and GOAL MET, we were able to get back the spaces they occupied. Alulod led the first few minutes of second half and do you know what these two old woman do, they kept on shouting/dancing non-stop to the point that we already have to put our hands on our ears. Hello, she's not the only person on Earth so we took her a video for some happy since she kept on bugging us. Some of their young "anak-anakan'' sit beside my friend. It's okay to cheer but she's so obvious that she totally wants to tick us off. Okay. Go on with your life. To our surprise, the girl beside my friend shout and cheer beside my friends' ear everytime Alulod team will score. What a kind of person is that? Yelling "HOO! HOO! HOO! HOO! HOO!" more than five times in each score. She was still HOO-ing not knowing that Bancod already scored. Bitch. The most agaw-scene sigaw in my entire life 'cos she's the only one left shouting while her body is going with the flow. She won't stop cussing us so what I did is approach her just to say "Miss, pwede pakihinaan naman yung sigaw mo? Okay lang sumigaw, wag naman ganun. Pwede?" She didn't bother to answer instead she talked to her phone but I saw that her hands are already shaking. GOTCHA! My friends were commenting on what she's doing against me and my friends. After one minute, she did it again and she just shouted near my friends ear. If someone do that to me, I will BUDDHA SLAM that bitch. Annoying cunt the fact that we're not doing anything against them. I approached her again and said: ''Miss, pakihinaan naman yung sigaw mo. Ang OA mo kasi eh!" And again, she just stared on her phone trying to text or I don't know.  We can hear them whispering to each other so my other friends already do their part not to let it pass just like that. And that shaking bitch yelled again facing us almost saying "IN YOUR FACE! WE WILL WIN!" I said and almost hurt her with my fingernails, "Miss, pwede umayos ka. Hinaan mo naman yung sigaw mo, NAKAKAHIYA KA KASI!" After I said that, I wanna give her the MOST TAMEME AWARD! Her hands are totally shaking and I wanna hold her hands to make it stop. By that time, Bancod played well so we were able to lead the game. But we didn't do to her what she's doing like SHOUTING at others' ears. Applause is enough. Before the game ends, she said " Bigay niyo na! Para manalo naman ang Bancod!" Hello, Alulod and Bancod were both 4-1 (standing) so it means that the two teams were really performing well. To win that game is really a big deal because it is the BIG STEP towards semi-finals. We also heard them saying " Ipapakulam naten sila!" Oh my! How pathetic and childish they can be. I can't stop laughing because of them. The mapang-asar and salbahe became the talunan. ANYARE? I will not comment more on it because I don't wanna feel I'm a bad person. We just can't let it pass. I'm just glad that we didn't end up fighting sustaining some serious injuries. I've learned from that experience. Sorry if my friends and I fall in that trap that makes the situation worse. Sometimes, it is also better to prove you are macho and not a loser ONLY WHEN other people already smashed you. I know, IGNORING a person who wants a fight can work like a charm. Next time. That's all for now.

I am happy, BANCOD!

CHAYE

Exactly what I need to know.

HOLY BUTTER SHIT! What is this? Yeah, I know. It's a trunks. It's just a trunks...a trunks that makes me go RAWRRRR! can I force my beybifats to wear this? HAHAHA! I kid. Kittens!!! Too cute.<3

"Tae-ho, which body parts don't you have?" ÄRMS"

"Isn't it hard to live without arms, but only legs?'' "It is fine!"

Amazing. At his age, he is fully grown and mentally, physically, psychologically and spiritually ready to understand his condition then go on with his life. Act as if everything was okay and there's no part of him that is missing. I have realized so many things because of this video, because of Tae-ho. He never give up. The word "giving up" is never obvious in his system. What a very strong personality. It's so amazing how our mighty Creator can lead him anywhere.

Hello blogsphere. After 100 years of being busy in outdoors activities, I am here again to blahblahblah and try to finish this 30 days of blogging. Obviously, I will not finish this in exactly 30 days but whatever happens I will reach that 30th day of my blogging-crazy entry. So Day 13, I'm here at home doing nothing. I would like to visit my boyfriend names Paul also known as Doki because I really really miss him. Last March, I was able to be with him twice and last month (April), seeing him ONCE that month really makes me sad. It was his vacation so he's always free but I'm not. Work, volleyball and Singles for Christ Christian Life Program. My schedule was so hectic that I may be free for 3hours but commuting to my bf or commuting going here in Indang will took 2 hours. Life. 14 weeks of CLP and our game is almost ending so time will come that my Saturdays or Sundays are for Love Day. Last year after I graduate, we're always in the arms of each other so I'm having a hard time dealing with ONCE A MONTH bf-gf giggly time. We already have plans on what to do next if God will give us 10 hours to be together. I will just visit him although he invited me to sleep at their house. Sleepover at his house is a no-no. I have a very conservative parents and I will never ever do that unless we're engaged or married. He's allowed to sleep beside me here at home since my parents can see us and trust us but the GIRL SLEEPING AT THE GUY'S part is really questionable. The last time Paul's mom invited me to sleep at their house was because Paul's sick. I have reason to stay but still keep on my mind that my parents will understand me but others will not. Whatever reason it may be, some will people will judge me and I avoid that. He knows how much I miss him. I envy lovers who spent most of their time together but I came to realize that I've been there too (the time I stayed at Bacoor). This year wasn't our lucky year but we'll the most out of it. I'm glad that we're surviving this long-distance relationship. I've learned that the most important premise in this kind of relationship is TRUST. If there's no trust, sooner or later there will be plenty of problems like jealousy. Falalala! I'm talking too much again. Must end this entry because my mother will act bitchy again seeing me infront of th PC. I promised that I will try to avoid PC-ing until my condition becomes OKAY.

Anyway, I miss blogging. Until next time, friends. <3

“Father, thank You for today’s devotional. It’s true that whatever we treasure will be the desire of my heart, and the desire of my heart will dictate and predict the actions that I will do. Help me to trust in You with the things that I need everyday, and teach me not to love material things too much. They will pass away, but if I cultivate our relationship, it will stay forever, because You promised to never leave me nor forsake me. Help me to treasure You above everything else. Amen.”